Briefly Sum Up The Months In 2009

January: Started school
February: Gotten all those responsibilities
March: Tests
April: Choral speaking ++ big fight
May: missin' manchester ++ Jazeman
June: fought with someone useless, along gotten married
July: marching competition
August: perdana camp. :)
September: Ramadhan + Eid
October: Worst birthday + Found out that Q was leaving
November: Holidays and the boogles coming over.
December: Q left ++ holiday trips

Which was the best month for you? November
Which was the worst? I can't decide, u decide for me.
What was the most significant thing that happened this year? Refer above answer
What person had the most impact on your life this year? Qamaryna
What was the best concert that you attended? -
What was your biggest challenge of 2009? Choral speakers
Your biggest regret? loads
What moment stands out to you the most? When the boogles came. :D
What band did you listen to the most? Boyzone and Take that
On a scale of 1-10, 2009 was 3

Did you….

Meet anyone special? no one new
Get close to someone you didn’t expect to? no
Have a boyfriend or girlfriend? no
Have a relationship for more than 3 months? no
Hook up with anyone, no strings attached? no
Experience the death of a loved one? no
Get in a fight? yes
Lose a friend? yes
Get drunk? no
Regret doing something? yes
Go to a concert? no
Fall in love? no
Fall out of love? no
Get back together with an ex? no
Enjoy being single? -
Accomplish a goal? yes
Learn something new? yes
Get arrested? no
Break up with someone? no
Get a tattoo? no
Go to a party? class party lol.

Your favorites of 2009

Favorite CD (released in 2009): The greatest day - take that
Favorite CD (not released in 2009): Back again... No Matter What - Boyzone
Favorite song: Too much
Favorite movie: Avatar
Favorite person to talk to: The boogles
Favorite thing to do: -
Favorite TV show: Rarely watch
Favorite memory: when the boogles came
Favorite food: That thing they have in wangsa walk.. what's it called?
Favorite drink: Sirap bandung
Favorite outfit: Nil
Favorite celebrity: Jackson Rathbone.
Favorite place to be: Home

The New Year

What will you be doing on New Year’s Eve? this
Will you kiss anyone at midnight? no
Who do you WANT to kiss at midnight? ;)
What is your New Year’s resolution? Not to make one
Did you keep your resolution from last year? Nope
Do you think things will be different in 2010? YES! I hope.
What do you want most out of 2010? Everything I prayed for
Do you think 2010 will be better than 2009? I hope so
Anything you are particularly looking forward to? Q coming back.

4 Final Quotes / Lyrics / Comments to describe 2009:

► No rehearsals It's your life

► We suck at being good friends, I'm sorry, you're sorry, we're all sorry. C'ya in school.

► You can call me unperfect but who's perfect?

► I'm tired of being strong, the hiding that I'm not




You know like how all of youse are fussing over the end of year and all... have you realised that it's also the end on the decade. We're currently living in the noughties and tomorrow we'll be living in the tens. How exciting. I'm so giddy now. This is the first full decade I've been living through so give me a break.

Eeek. So now I have to give this little speech about this decade. Haha. I've been through a lot this decade, who hasnt? I got in to Al-Amin, I went to Manchester, went to Europe, visited Disneyland, came back to Malaysia, new school, 3A 2Bs for UPSR, went to high school, changed school, breaking down. See billions. I'm just glad that we have pictures to remember everything.

And so,






Formation of my new blog:

-Name-
H: Asma, what is your new url gonna be? I want to be the first to know
A: I don't know.. but i got somin. IZDOMA!
H: What does that mean?
A: Imagination in latvian aswell
H: Nice, but takkan nak imagination lagi
A: I mls nak tkr2. Everyone is stuck on iztele. Kalau tukar drastically Nanti semua orang have to get used to it again.
H: But it's like your thing. What happened?
A: ??? Gimme an idea then
H: Ok ok. Jom perah otak!
A: First was memories end
H: So gay
A: 2nd absoluteloudness and 3rd iztele.
H: what do you like?
A: jap... 1) blogs (why i have it) 2)what i am like (i'm loud) 3)what i do(i like to imagine) 4) ?
H: Why I'm still alive?
A: Hahaha.
H: Friends? Nahh.. it's gonna be cheesy
A: What I'm working for? What I wanna be in the future?
H: Maybe
A: HELP!
H: I am! apa ha? absolute hilarious. HAHAHA. I know... granadatv.blogspot.com
A: Kau ingat aku ni apa? haha. Key103.com
H: how bout... asmahamid.blogspot.com
A: how original.
H: Tu ah.. asma the hamid? LOLOLOL
A: tanookk. I don't want my name on it.
H: OMG! Susah gila.
A: OMGGG! How bout '*********' in another language?
H: never knew. YEAHHHH!
A: Cos i like being '*********' and all
H: Russian? French?
A: how about... '*********'?
H: Yeahh. :D

-Skin-
A: Kay.. blog layouts. memories end = all clicks, absoluteloudness = profile, iztele = none & now=?
H: http://www.yummylolly.com/
A: Hahaa. no..
H: :(
A: 1) hitam 2)gray +white 3)blue+white 4) ?
H: ummm...
A: I was thinking (insert html).. and getting rid of the the tagboard kat atas tu.
H: So small
A: Fine jap.. I cari... http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=210889&action=Preview
H: ...
A: Its so lola-ish though, people might think I'm a copy cat
H: HAHAHA! LOLA IS YOU! OMG SAKIT PERUT!
A: Lola ain't me
H: Lola is you, u created her
A: merepek gila. seriously, you're making up stories.
H: HAHAHA! Don't deny the truth
A: it is the truth. She came and went all by herself
H: OK. dalam segi agama, sapa buat lola?
A: IDK. Suddenly dia datang, i layan je lah.
H: dalam segi kebetulan. omg. ur like a 4-year-old
A: that is kind of offensive
H: no offense. lol. but tah
A: ask my sister, about lola, ask her if i created it because i didn't
H: macama 4 year old yang memang ada imaginary fren, fine, lola came and went like a butterfly




Ahhh! I can't wait to transfer blog, it'll make me feel proud. The fact that I can move on. This blog, will be somewhere in Paradise City with Absolute-loudness. I promised her that I'll give her a partner in a year. So I guess, no matter what, I have to move on.

We've been through a lot, haven't we Iztele? I still remember that one time that I had to private you because of a post. I was so pissed then, not at you, never at you. Although you're not #1, you've been through with me a lot. I mean, have you seen how many accounts I have that is named after you? That must mean something, doesn't it?

I've only had you for a year but it seems like we've been together for a life time... it's probably because I blog every single day of my life. Probably that. I'm gonna make sure I don't lose you, yeah? Everything I wrote in you... really means a lot. You were there for me when I need someone to laugh with, to cry with, to be angry with and I'm very thankful.

Yes, many people insulted you but you know what? They don't matter. They don't worth as much as you. I'm surely gonna miss you. Especially your skin. It's very nice. =D And all the writing in you and the pictures too. They're great. Thank you for letting me share everything with you. You've been great, you'd never be forgotten, I'm sure... because I'm not going to change those accounts I have under your name.










Since it's end of year and everything, I'm allowed to make 10,000 posts.

I went through my blog yesterday... first day of school, fights, parties, last day of school, holidays and... you get the idea. I was so sure of myself that this year... I seriously hate it but when I read everything again, the hatred was gone. All the jokes that were made in class, getting told off, getting all pissed, getting a C in Geo, hanging out with my friends, going to Penang, going to JB... it has been a wonderful year.

I learned lots of new things, I went through stuff that I've never been through, I've been asked about my responsibilities, I've been told to control my temper... this year has been different. Every year is different so I really can't say anything about that. Me and my bro started fighting a lot this year... me locking myself in my room.

When I think about it again, I'm like... WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

I remember trying to not speak because I was so pissed with everyone and when I did, I got told off. It's so hard. And then I went through this phase where I don't listen when I get told off and instead, I daydream. Then there was this one time when I felt useless, I felt as if me dying would be best for everyone. After that, I got this talk about how suiciding is a sin. LOL.

So yeah, I think went through stuff that I thought I wouldn't go through... I couldn't believe I thought about dying, I think I prayed to God once. Only this year... only this year. Right now, I'm just hoping that this wouldn't happen again next year except for the good things, you know.

I think this is my first official 'end-of year' speech.










My computer clock is telling me that today is 31st December 2009 which happens to be the last day of 2009.

Because of that, I'm gonna crap around. Might aswell make my end-of-2009 text while I have an idea, innit?


(I just canceled a 2 line sentence because IDK where I'm going with it)





P1) My 2010's blogskin is not as cool as this one.
P2) I can't stop messing with the blogskin on my 2010's blog.
P3) I went upstairs before, went hunting for a steering wheel so I can play Burnout Paradise. I searched high and low. I found it 'low' - in a box - that has other boxes on top. I moved the boxes and got my steering wheel with the paddle. I went downstairs and plugged it in... nothing happened except when I clicked the PS3 button on the actual controller, the number 2 lights up. Go buy a PS3 if you don't understand.
P4) Carrefore don't sell any couscous with the curry already in.
P5) Carrefore sell stuff that is in FRENCH. Help.
P6) My brother.
P8) I can't help making this post colourful.
P7) I am typing this up whilst reading it in a bored tone.


















I can't wait for next year because of 1 certain reason.

Wanna know what?
Wanna know what?
Wanna know what?

A and H going off to MRSM

Wanna know why?
Wanna know why?
Wanna know why?

When they're not at home, I can't be pissed at them.


Yes, I think I have enough body guards to protect myself from my parents talking about A and H but who cares! I'll have the WHOLE house to myself. If I'm scared or something, I could just go crash my parents' bedroom or something, they wouldn't mind, trust me. Haha.

++ When my friends come over, they can use Hakim's computer and Aisyah's laptop. And and, I can play with the PS3... bashing cars up in Paradise. Less clothes to fold... that is surely a double plus. Less people to piss off. No more fighting about who'll get the front seat.

-- But I am gonna miss them. I mean, no more A spending her money on me. No more H to make fun off. No more A washing dishes. No more H to gang up on. No one to go to the cinema with.




answer = not a negative number.

There are 365 days in a year. I only have 339 posts.

MISSION : NOT ACCOMPLISHED

There's always next year.

Am I going to let PMR stop me from completing my mission? Probably, yes.
Am I going to sulk? Unfortunately, yes.
Am I going to regret? Surely, yes.

But that's what life is about, innit? Regretting. What's life without regrets? I will try to be a better woman girl next year.

• Following the schedule that doesn't exist.
• Going tuition.
• Study groups.
• Going to Muar//KS with revision books.
• Being an outcast when my besties are not around.
• Less computer bonding time.

That's what government school in Malaysia is all about, getting straight A's. Studying. Tuition. Yeah, same shit everyday. Same goal everyday.

I'm just glad that getting straight A's is not my only goal. Thank God for that.




Went to Sunway earliey in the morning. Arrived there and found out that in order to have get a ticket with the malaysia citizen's price, you have to bring your IC. Bloody Sunway. So Papa had to pay extra. Went in and went to the wagon. Then went on the roller coaster. It wasn't that fun. After that we went on the pirate ship. TWICE! I think I nearly puked at the end.
After that we went to the waterpark. Papa didn't even go on anything except the wagon. Anyway, got those floats and basically went around. I went on the slides. Then went to the artificial beach. Hahaa. I guess that's all I did.


We went to Sunway Pyramid and Papa gave us RM100 to get Mackedie. Then I got told off for not getting enough. Should've told me the exact amount to buy. Aisyah, Fatin and I ate ice cream without them knowing. HUAHAHA.

The next day we went to Planeterium. I've only been there once before, I think.

A: Boleh bawa camera right?
B: Boleh. Kalau nak amik gambar terguling guling pun boleh.
A: o0

Then when we were out. I went to pray and then walked to some place. Hakim asked the parking guy cos we didn't know where it was.


I got a phone case at Lowyat yesterday. And then I went to this camera shop and there were 2 guys.. they scared the shit out of me.
Went to Halia... SDCC for KAisyah, Muaz and Hakim's joint dinner. I'm not special enough, sadly. Haha. I ate more than I should have. And in the end I felt like puking.

A: My tummy hurts.. what did I eat?
M: It's probably because you're not used to eating lots at night.
A: Yeah probably.
P: If we're coming here again, you don't have to come.
A: Nahh. buy McD or somin.
P: Yeah, but you have to sit outside.
A: o0

AND YES, I'M RUSHING EVERYTHING. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME. NEW YEAR'S EVE IS ON THURSDAY NIGHT AND I HAVE TO CHANGE BLOGS AND ALL!




I can't remember a thing, I'm sorry.

Back to my 'flash project'

1 Day

We left home in the afternoon... even I don't know why. We arrived at Grand Paragon Hotel around... I can't remember. LOL. So we got into our suite. IT WAS SWEET! Haha. In other words, it was well wicked. We had a little kitchen without a stove. It's like a normal flat... Go in, you'll straight see the dining+living room. Flat screen TV stuck on the wall . Go past that and you'll be able to see a view of JB through a floor length window that covers the whole wall. Then you back up a bit and you'll see two doors. One on your left and one on your right. The left one - master bedroom, flat screen TV, bathroom, little seating area, floor length window that covers the whole wall. The one on the right is basically the same but with 2 double beds.

Aisyah, Hakim and I obviously had to take the one on the right. Hakim was suppose to sleep in the living room but after seeing those double beds, who could resist? Haha. We then had dinner at Danga Bay. I really need to get my phone-computer usb adaptor. We went to this one restaurant that had pondoks. They sell LAMP CHOP there. After we ate, we went around Danga Bay.. nothing much but i saw this one stall called BOYZONE (with a space). After that we went back to the hotel I think... I'm not sure. We might have stopped somewhere. Did we though? Anyway, we went back to the hotel and I jumped into the bath tub at aroun 12 o'clock. Spent ages in there reading on my phone. Tee Hee. I then slept at around 2 or 3 watching Singapore's Channel Five.

Day 2

I woke up... at I can't remember what time, but I did wake up. Went down to the cafe for breakfast. I had... Nasi Lemak, Hot Dogs, Cereal, Cupcakes and I can't remember what else. After that, Mami went and the rest of us walked our way to Plaza Pelangi. We went to buy TIGHTS for Sunway. Haha. I bought my hoody there too. Then we ate at Vivo. After that we went to cold storage and bought stuff. We even got Vee-Ai-Em-Tee-Ou! Then we headed back to the hotel.

I gotten changed and jumped into the swimming pool. After KAisyah and Muaz ditched. Hakim and I played the finding game we used to play in Oakleaf. We had to dive in the water to get something. FUN! After that, we started diving. I was too scared to do the standing dive because the water wasn't that deep... I mean, the last time I did that, it was in Salford's swimming pool and it was well deep. So I just did the low dive. 2 belly flops were enough. Kills like hell. I then went back to the suite and had another long bath! Hahaaa. What's with me and baths?

I then hung around the suite.. watching Channel 5 again.. I like it, it's good. After Maghrib, we piled up in the car without Mami and went to this mall. I can't remember where it is. I slept the whole way! We ate at Nandos and then went back to the hotel. SHYTE, i seriously can't remember what I did.

Day 3

We had breakfast then packed up and all. Put all the stuff in the car and went to a mall. Did you know that there's a mental hospital in JB? Anyway, we ate mexican people... I mean food. Then headed back home.

No, we didn't go to Singapore. Muaz has no passport. But it was fun... the hotel was. *blink slowly*










Went toMuar yesterday. Went out to get my watch fixed. So we went to the place I bought my watch and it wasn't there! So I was all freaking out but then Papa asked this woman and she said that they moved. So we went to the place where they moved to and the woman asked us to come back on the 16th next year. Which means... my watch is still 'cuckoo in the head'.

We came back today and there was a terrible jam. Who else would be the cause? Heh, heh... they still couldn't find the jam tub (old family joke). I think I was well bored at one bit I created 3 worms! The first one is called Lisa, second's called Sally and the third is Sila. Sally happens to be my middle finger. I can't remember who tried to kill all three of them but they were all injured, badly. So i sent them to the vet and the vet managed to fix Sally up but the rest died. Then they told me to shut up and I did. We then went to Dunkin' Donuts for dinner.

F: Kak, did u bring your handy to school long time ago?
A: Yeah
F: Are you allowed?
A: No.
F: Why?
A: Coz you can't bring electronic stuff to school.
F: So you can't bring.... I'm starting to sound like H. -.-'
A: A calculator runs on battery
F: How bout if you plug the calculator in the socket
A: o0

F: Imagine you going up to her asking for chicken mayonaise with mayonaise
A: Or chocolate ice cream without chocolate
U: *laughs like mental people*

Hah. Hah. FINALLY!

Okay.
How am I suppose to start? Mak came back home with Mami and she slept with KAisyah that night.

Day 1

We went at... I can't remember what time. Mak, KAisyah, Hakim and I were squished at the back but who would complain, innit? I mean.. we're going on holiday! Haha... after a while I got bothered by the squishy-ness but I tolerated, how good am I? Anyway, we stopped at the side for some donuts! Then off to Taiping! Once we reached Zoo Taiping we couldn't go in. All the roads were blocked because of some program. Papa went all the way around and we still had to wait but after a few minutes, they unblocked it and we went it. We ate our... lunch there then went on the train ride then we walked to the tigers' place. I mean, I would obviously visit my bestfriends, what type of a friend am I if I don't? Afterthat, I went to 7Eleven with Hakim to get drinks and this guy nearly knocked us... stupid them doens't know the difference between red and green.

I then slept so I can't really remember anything and once we've reached the ferry place, I woke up. I was expecting the ferry to look like the ferry I went on when I crossed from UK to France. It wasn't though, it was a big piece of metal. Big WHOOP. I think, after we arrived in Penang, we went to an apartment. There was this one construction site, well cool 'cos it kinda looks like... Rome? It was all layered.. well cool. Once we've reached we went up and all. Wanted to go to the beach but then it started raining, so we didn't go. We stayed in the apartment.

At 7 something, we went out for dinner. Ended up at this Nasi Kandar restaurant, I ate... Roti Nan! Huahaha. (PAUSE! Watcha Say is playing) We then went around town at night. We stopped by at Giant and bought loads of drinks. After that, we went back to the apartment.

Description of the apartment:

• Ripped off TV
• No curtains in the kitchen
• Toilet's all weird
• Thin Mattress
• Live-able.

Day 2

Woke up with a sore back. I was the first one that cleaned up! Whoope doodle doo. I had to fill all the bottles up with Revive and I got told off because I couldn't make up my mind. After that, we were off to Bukit Bendera//Penang Hill. We went searching for a place to eat breakfast and finally found one. We took the last nasi lemak. Haha. We got about 10 packets and there were only 6 of us excluding Muaz. We then followed the GPS to Penang Hill and it took us to the other end of Penang Hill. How stupid. We then had to make a U-Turn and key something else in.

When we finally reached there, Mami went to buy the tickets while Papa parked the car. Hakim and I went recording whilst Mak and KAisyah went checking out the shops. After that we went into the mini museum and straight to the waiting room. Finally went up, up and away! No, I just killed it. I think I got a headache or something. Hakim and I were messing about... it was SQUASHED in there. When we reached... it was chilly. I didn't expect it but it was. We, I mean I went around taking pictures... on the fake tram thingy majigue and went to buy some souveniers. Papa went to the toilet and I went setting up the tripod. The haze//mist, I'm not sure which one was clouding my view. In the end, we went down. On the first tram, Hakim and I stood right at the back and after the transit, we stood right in front. I was sticking my hand out with the camera... I was down-right nervous.

When we reached the bottom, we went to botanical garden and went on the little train. It was all crap... seriously. Everything was locked up... prison cells. Haha. Ahh shoot.. I can't remember what we did. I think we had lunch afterthat and then I can't remember at all. I just scanned through the pictures. We had lunch and went searching for LAKSA! Papa made a U-Turn and one point because the scenery was all pretty. We arrived at the laksa place but it opens at half past so we went around. Since I wanted 'kerepok lekor' so much, I went all giddy when I saw the fish market. Hah. Hah. There weren't anything there so yeah, I didn't get my keropok lekor. We went back for Laksa and then went through this road that was all bendy. When we arrived at the apartment, WE WENT TO THE BEACH!

I was recording the whole way there. KAisyah belanja-ed me and Hakim a ride on the horse. Haha. So.. I dived into the sea with Hakim and Muaz. The beach was all retarded tho. The sand was all big... I mean the rocks were all small... dot dot dot? Haha. Retarded gila. We then went back to the apartment and showered to get ready for Maghrib ++ dinnner. We ate dinner with Papa's friend. After that, Papa dropped us at Batu Feringghi. IT'S WELL WICKED THERE! Seriously... but I wish they would sell tie dyes. :( Arrived back home all tired and slept.

Day 3

Woken up. Packed everything up and went out for breakfast. After that, we went to Penang Museum. It was all weird... cos there weren't 'nything there. Except some stuff. I still miss the museums back in the UK. They had to interaction section.. so yeah. We went out and went to this place. Papa, KAisyah and I went to Fort Cornwallis. I keep calling it Port Cornwallis cos it's like nearly the same. I went climbing walls, holding shot guns, riding a bike that is stuck to the ground, locking myself in a cell and climbing canons. Proper wicked there. I felt kind of guilty because Mami, Mak, Hakim and Muaz didn't go. We then met at the car and decided to eat... stuff at a foodcourt near by. So we did. Then I slept in the car. I woke up when the car parked in a parking spot. We ended up at some shopping mall. We got a massive cup of Frappucino each! How wicked is Papa and Mami? Hahaaaa.

Then we were on our way home. Boo Hoo. We were all searching for the toll but there weren't any.


So that was my trip to Penang. Next, Johor and Sunway+Petroscience.




I. Feel. So. Guilty.

Because I was ever so mean to myself.




Ah shit... I've upgraded the license... which means 3 whole posts of shits. WICKED innit?

A: You're retarded.
H: I know you are but what am I?
A: How am I?
H: How are you?
A: -.-'

A: Ere' ya.
P: Keep it.
A: Are you sure bout that? I saw some Boyzone, NSYNC, Boyz 2 Men over there.
P: Noooo. Give it back.

I'm starting to like shops ++ radios in Malaysia.. they started airing Take That but it's always the same song.

I went around checking google out. I need lazertran to transfer pictures onto plastic.






Ask me why, please ask me why.
Thank you for asking...

Wicked thing, that thing. Lancer is the only affordable one.. all the other cars with that hand gear shift thing are well expensive. And that's why I want it. :)

After years and years and years and years of researching, I found out that the hand gear shift thing is called a

And no.. it hasn't upgrade yet.